As I lay down, unable to sleep, I suddenly recalled some specific memories with clarity.

Yes, I'm not perfect. I could have tried harder. If it was a test, I failed.

But I learnt a great deal.

And all this mind fuck that I had been giving myself, it's starting to seem pointless.


For the new year ahead, I would like to continue doing the things that I love.
I would like to take the next step towards my goals.
I would like to stop taking my health for granted.
I would like allow myself to be myself, and be with people who have no problem with that.

Let's see it done.