I'm so burned out. My face is rotting due to all the stress.. and last I checked, my weight had hit 65kg. I'd think the weighing scale is broken if it'd not been that all of my pants are falling off.

The company is giving me shit. They expect new people to know how to shoot in a few days. Hell, I wasn't even allowed to have my own camera for the first two weeks, and even then I didn't have a transmitter until much later. In retrospect their complaints don't even seem coherent. Sorry, I'm not Superman.

Just went to catch Ms. Watt at the prelimary rounds of the singing competition. I must say - she is good. She stood out from the other contestants in many ways. I still don't really understand why she'd ignored all my calls and messages abruptly.. but I'm not sweating it anymore, haha. Just hope that we can be friends at least.. I really need more of those.